<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Exasperated Infrastructures: Exasperated Book Proposal]]></title><description><![CDATA[I'm going to try to get my book proposal written by the end of August. Follow along for daily updates.]]></description><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/s/exasperated-book-proposal</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!udMR!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F05fa5722-6014-4d56-bee5-e6a855fc9682_1080x1080.png</url><title>Exasperated Infrastructures: Exasperated Book Proposal</title><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/s/exasperated-book-proposal</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Fri, 18 Sep 2026 04:47:22 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[sklar@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[sklar@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[sklar@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[sklar@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[I'm trying to write a book: Day 8]]></title><description><![CDATA[Lots of conversations and incredible feedback. I want more.]]></description><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-8</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-8</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 08 Aug 2026 02:51:50 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1577563908411-5077b6dc7624?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxNnx8ZW1haWx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzg2MDI1ODQ4fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1577563908411-5077b6dc7624?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxNnx8ZW1haWx8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzg2MDI1ODQ4fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" 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I actually like this one. </figcaption></figure></div><p>Hi all &#8212; short one today since I&#8217;m short on time and relatively exhausted from a long day of existing. But I have one request: I want to hear from more of you about this book and my process. Here&#8217;s the hook so you have it in front of you. </p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>We are failing to solve deep <em>cultural</em> problems with complex <em>policy </em>prescriptions.</p></div><p>What do you think? </p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;mailto:samuel.b.sklar@gmail.com&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Email me&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="mailto:samuel.b.sklar@gmail.com"><span>Email me</span></a></p><div><hr></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Exasperated Infrastructures is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Edit: I know it&#8217;s day 7. I told you I&#8217;m tired.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I'm tying to write a book: Day 6]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fine, here's the pitch as it stands. "Culture Eats Policy" lives on.]]></description><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-tying-to-write-a-book-day-6</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-tying-to-write-a-book-day-6</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2026 01:15:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509266272358-7701da638078?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw0MHx8Ym9va3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3ODYwNTYzOTZ8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>As I read this for the first time in a few months, I&#8217;m realizing the shortcomings you&#8217;re also going to read once you start scrolling. Its premise is flat and initial takeaways are glib; it&#8217;s a sharp intro or idea, but my God am I bored reading through this. If I wouldn&#8217;t even read this book, who else can I expect to? It&#8217;s missing a big WHY and, of course, a sample chapter or two that helps prove that I can write a lick for a book. </p><p>But really, how different is a book from a very, extremely long blog post? </p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-tying-to-write-a-book-day-6/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-tying-to-write-a-book-day-6/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1509266272358-7701da638078?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw0MHx8Ym9va3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3ODYwNTYzOTZ8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" 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href="https://unsplash.com/@kapfii">Laura Kapfer</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a>. woOOooOOOooAH.</figcaption></figure></div><h2><strong><span>Overview</span></strong></h2><p><span>&#8220;Culture eats policy for breakfast&#8221; &#8212; a reworked Peter Drucker quote from former USDOT Undersecretary and Assistant Secretary and NYCDOT Commissioner, Polly Trottenberg, hits home as we struggle at all levels of government to not only figure out what we should be spending our dollars on, but also to simply spend the money on what we know we should be spending our money on&#8212;an aging system and systems for aging.</span></p><p><span>We simply can&#8217;t get this money to where it needs to go, anywhere near fast enough to make a meaningful change. In other words, even though we, as a country, have authorized spending several trillion dollars on building and fixing our dying system, we&#8217;re lagging evermore in developing the infrastructure to compete on a global stage in so many metrics. This goes for projects we know how to build, like the Interstate Highway System and all its tributaries and highways, and ones we simply don&#8217;t&#8212;functional mass transit, safe bike and ped facilities, and the big, glaring asterisk, passenger rail, especially &#8220;high-speed&#8221; rail. What gives? We can write all the policies we want and organize the dollars in legislation and rulemaking, all we want, but we&#8217;re nowhere.</span></p><p><span>I want to tell this story and track this cultural phenomenon to its origins through interviews, project performance, and data (not boring), where possible. The goal is to geek out on the not-so-obvious and tell a part of this story that might affect some small change in some office in some planning department.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>I don&#8217;t think this is nearly insightful enough. It needs <em>more</em>. This is where a sample chapter will help flesh this idea out. I understand this and hope to write with incisive clarity to sell this idea. This three-paragraph elevator pitch needs tightening.</p></div><p><strong><span>Why me</span></strong></p><p><span>I&#8217;ve written extensively about this issue under the thesis that we don&#8217;t </span><em><span>know how </span></em><span>to spend a trillion dollars, and I&#8217;ve been proven mostly correct. The velocity of project approvals and the mismatch between perceived problem and MacGyvered solution mostly tell this for the last 40 years. I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s incompetence. I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s malice or corruption that&#8217;s causing our problems. I think the thesis is actually that we do, in fact, know </span><em><span>how </span></em><span>to spend a trillion dollars on infrastructure, but our deeply embedded cultural fixations up and down and side to side and inside federalism preclude the </span><em><span>why </span></em><span>we should spend any amount of money at all, as a nation, on connecting ourselves to place and person.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>This isn&#8217;t enough about me. It&#8217;s more about my CV, which they&#8217;ll have. I need to get to more base principles here. </p></div><p><strong><span>Broad strokes</span></strong></p><p><span>There&#8217;s also this nagging question of how much of this problem is inside the agencies or departments themselves. Do we need a huge overhaul, or will a series of small fixes, excruciatingly implemented, do the trick?</span></p><p><span>My thesis seeks to explore the deep cultural disconnect between culture, policy, and action in the American regime of infrastructure planning. Is this problem just an American phenomenon, or do we share challenges with our friends, partners, and rivals worldwide?</span></p><p><span>This is new because I don&#8217;t think it&#8217;s been written about or reported on extensively before, and I think readers are done scratching their heads trying to figure out why we can&#8217;t build anything of real substance.</span></p><p><span>If it sounds like this idea dovetails with the &#8220;abundance&#8221; movement, it does. It builds upon the movement&#8217;s work to move past the big picture ideas and into the interesting weeds. There should be a string for everyone interested in abundance to pull on and unravel toward a body politic around abundance and the culture of infrastructure politics and planning.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>The &#8220;culture&#8221; angle doesn&#8217;t blossom from this text. I&#8217;m rushing through each aspect that deserves a deeper and more careful handling.</p></div><p><strong><span>Why now?</span></strong></p><p><span>It is needed because we&#8217;re stuck and we really can&#8217;t afford to be stuck any longer, and I hope to uncover insights that help people build relationships that influence culture that doesn&#8217;t gobble up all the great policy that thousands of people are working on every day. I hope to create a strategic web of ideas that is intriguing and helps readers come to their own conclusions about how to rethink their approach to relationships across their government in their own particular context.</span></p><p><span>The overall approach will seek to order a disorganized narrative and challenge multiple counterintuitive narratives that have sought to disjointly &#8220;explain&#8221; our problems. I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ll have all the answers, but I just hope to dig deep into the stories that can help readers come up with their own solutions. I&#8217;ll be counting on dozens to hundreds of interviews to help discover the signal within the noise.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>Needs more urgency. This book is going to take two years to write, but the problem is generational. How do I contextualize this more clearly that, the changes we make now, no matter how small, will snowball immediately and codify eventually?</p></div><p><span>NB: I hope to shop around an approved book proposal to multiple foundations interested in supporting this work:</span></p><ul><li><p><span>Knight Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Surdna Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Ford Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Solutions Journalism Network</span></p></li><li><p><span>Journalism Funders Network</span></p></li><li><p><span>MacArthur Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Open Society Foundations</span></p></li></ul><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>Real talk, if any of my subscribers or anyone reading this knows anyone who works at or for a foundation or funder, please email me! I need to start these conversations.</p></div><h2><strong><span>Table of Contents</span></strong></h2><p><span>I expect this table of contents to change and expand or contract based on interviews and experience. But generally and specifically</span></p><ol><li><p><strong><span>Acknowledgements</span></strong><span>:</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>Introduction / 201</span></strong><span>: An intro to the thesis and a rundown of the book&#8217;s chapters and logic for the argument. There will also be a brief and relevant history of how we got ourselves into this position.</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>&#8220;Culture Eats Policy for Breakfast&#8221;</span></strong><span>: The thesis chapter, an explanation of the quote, where it comes from, and how I interpret it.</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>Conflict vs. Mistake</span></strong><span>: From </span><a href="https://slatestarcodex.com/2018/01/24/conflict-vs-mistake/"><span>this blog post</span></a><span>, I think this frames one of our many political problems as simply as possible.</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>The Bad State of American Infrastructure Planning</span></strong><span>: In a few parts, where the real fights are happening. Deep insights into control over spending, federalism, technology, the meaning of access, and mobility.</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>We Don&#8217;t Know How to Spend $1 Trillion</span></strong><span>: A dive into the pitfalls of our federal, state, and local funding processes. What&#8217;s the policy doing right? What&#8217;s gummed it up after 100 years of successive spending priorities?</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>&#8230;or Do We?</span></strong><span>: Are we simply destined to continue overbuilding our highways and investing in fossil fuel infrastructure?</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>Well, actually&#8230; </span></strong><span>Is the call coming from inside the house? Have the problems ossified inside the agencies? Are staff not allowed to do their best work? Is it a state capacity problem or just a toxic culture reinforced through ineffective leadership?</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>The Myth of the Foreign Example</span></strong><span>: Should we look to our foreign allies for examples of culture and prioritization? Maybe not so fast. We&#8217;ll look here without the rose-colored glasses at examples from Western Europe, East Asia, and Latin America.</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>The Truth of the Foreign Example</span></strong><span>: Where can we find ground that fits our coming needs? What are some examples of successes that might fit our cultural narrative &#8212; or break it?</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>Artificial, Intelligence</span></strong><span>: How should we proceed when it&#8217;s becoming clear that the real future looks harder and harder to distinguish from a simulated one?</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>The Path</span></strong><span>: My policy prescription without pretense. This is the most important chapter of the book. It will be a carefully vetted set of policies and suggestions for implementation aimed at all levels of government, with the specific intent of moving us forward through a cultural evolution.</span></p></li><li><p><strong><span>Index</span></strong></p></li><li><p><strong><span>Epilogue</span></strong></p></li></ol><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>I don&#8217;t hate this TOC, but each chapter needs more detail. Each chapter&#8217;s lede is enough to pique interest, but it reads choppy because there are no transitions and natural flow&#8212;instead it feels like entries in an anthology, which, cool, but that what I&#8217;m writing. </p></div><h2><strong><span>Audience</span></strong></h2><p><span>I hope this book has a broad, popular appeal, but I will specifically be targeting planners, engineers, architects, designers, policymakers, analysts, and enthusiasts. I hope to involve academics and practitioners, and electeds. It will be important to socialize this book through:</span></p><p><span>Planning and Design Institutions:</span></p><ul><li><p><span>American Planning Association</span></p></li><li><p><span>Institute of Traffic Engineers</span></p></li><li><p><span>Transportation Research Board</span></p></li><li><p><span>American Society of Civil Engineers</span></p></li><li><p><span>Others</span></p></li></ul><p><span>Think Tanks (right, left, and center):</span></p><ul><li><p><span>Brookings Institution</span></p></li><li><p><span>Urban Institute</span></p></li><li><p><span>Manhattan Institute</span></p></li><li><p><span>Reason Institute</span></p></li><li><p><span>Others</span></p></li></ul><p><span>Advocacy Organizations:</span></p><ul><li><p><span>Transportation for America</span></p></li><li><p><span>The LOT Coalition (NADO, NACO, AMPO, NLC, etc)</span></p></li><li><p><span>AASHTO</span></p></li><li><p><span>Others</span></p></li></ul><p><span>&#9;Funding networks/foundations:</span></p><ul><li><p><span>Knight Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Rockefeller Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Surdna Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Ford Foundation</span></p></li><li><p><span>Others</span></p></li></ul><p><span>&#9;Academic Institutions:</span></p><ul><li><p><span>Planning, Policy, Engineering, and Design University Programs</span></p></li><li><p><span>American Collegiate Schools of Planning, Inc.</span></p></li><li><p><span>Others</span></p></li></ul><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>Who else should I include here? I&#8217;d love to estimate potential reach so I can estimate how much this book <em>could </em>make. Book publishing is a business after all, and if I wanted to just write, I&#8217;d make it an online manifesto, self-published weirdo loony screed you all know and love.</p></div><h2><strong><span>Author Information</span></strong></h2><p><span>I&#8217;m a 15-year veteran of the planning profession, cutting my teeth in government, public, private, and non-profit positions. I am a known quantity in our field and have been writing prolifically about this topic in a less focused way for the last 6 years. I&#8217;m a policy expert and skilled with data and information. I also have a real estate finance degree to help me understand the time value of money.</span></p><h2><strong><span>Marketing Platform</span></strong></h2><p><span>The goal is to grow my marketing platform with an established plan to introduce people to the topic while I&#8217;m writing the book, including publishing pieces on my own site and extending this thesis to national and local blogs, opinion journals, and essay sites. I&#8217;ve got 6+ years of experience interviewing experts and have been the subject of interviews.</span></p><p><span>I have a growing following on LinkedIn and seek to expand my network across other platforms as I switch to more audio/visual content.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>This is a wildly incorrect way to talk about a marketing platform. </p></div><h2><strong><span>Competing/Comparable Titles</span></strong></h2><p><span>I hope to capture the spirit of some recent titles in the transportation space through the great work done by friends and colleagues:</span></p><ul><li><p><span>Paved Paradise by Henry Grabar</span></p></li><li><p><span>The Unfinished Metropolis by Benjamin Schneider</span></p></li><li><p><span>City Limits by Megan Kimble</span></p></li><li><p><span>New York&#8217;s Secret Subway by Matthew Algeo</span></p></li><li><p>Sidewalk Nation by Michael Pollack</p></li><li><p>Why Nothing Works by Marc Dunkelman</p></li></ul><p><span>I&#8217;ve not yet found a book that considers transportation culture with my brand of incisive commentary and style, which is why I&#8217;m ready to write it and the right person to do so.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>I need to find more comps here. But I really think these six hit the right tone: narrative-driven and non-scolding.</p></div><h2><strong><span>Production Consideration</span></strong></h2><p><span>I estimate this book to take close to two years to complete to ensure that I&#8217;m capturing the stories and angles correctly. I also estimate that this book will require travel to the places I&#8217;m reporting on to experience the operations, engineering, and planning ideas, and to add local color and reporting, and on-the-ground analysis, I wouldn&#8217;t be able to get over Zoom.</span></p><div class="callout-block" data-callout="true"><p>Needs more detail here. I should have a schedule&#8212;and with that a budget. I do this for a living and I know better.</p></div><div><hr></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Exasperated Infrastructures is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I'm trying to write a book: Day 5]]></title><description><![CDATA[Enough putting it off. Where the proposal stands.]]></description><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-5</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-5</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 05 Aug 2026 20:50:20 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1687585612416-c7e45dbb27d5?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyN3x8bWFuaWZlc3RvfGVufDB8fHx8MTc4NTk2MjkzMnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1687585612416-c7e45dbb27d5?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyN3x8bWFuaWZlc3RvfGVufDB8fHx8MTc4NTk2MjkzMnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" 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This gives &#8220;manifesto,&#8221; no?</figcaption></figure></div><h3>The Backstory</h3><p>First, some backstory. As some astute readers may know, I&#8217;ve had a relationship with Island Press&#8212;now part of Princeton University Press&#8212;for a few years. In exchange for advance copies of the excellent books they publish, I review, interview, and do my best to contextualize these books and the authors who write them. I <em>always</em> try to find the angle that connects the work to my readers. The media market is simply too saturated for books without massive spend behind them to gain traction on their own. I value myself as a trusted partner to IP/PUP and respect their editors&#8217; ability to shepherd books from idea to publication. </p><p>I had no idea how to actually propose a book, how much front-loaded writing there&#8217;s going to be, and how much thinking and shaping I&#8217;m expected to do without a deal. </p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Exasperated Infrastructures is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>The more I think about it, this all makes sense to me. I&#8217;m a relatively unknown writer,<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a> and if we&#8217;re thinking about profitability, I can&#8217;t really demonstrate any evidence that I&#8217;m ROIable. Nevertheless, I&#8217;m going to write this damn book. </p><p>Next, the proposal. </p><h3>Proposal Prom</h3><p>I used Island Press&#8217; guidelines that are open to anyone, and now that I&#8217;m writing this,<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-2" href="#footnote-2" target="_self">2</a> I realize that other publishing houses also might have guidelines for pitching a book. Here&#8217;s what I found: </p><ul><li><p>Academic presses: most do, including <a href="https://www.hup.harvard.edu/resources/for-prospective-authors/book-proposal-guidelines">Harvard University Press</a>, <a href="https://mitpress.mit.edu/submitting-book-proposal/">MIT Press</a><a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-3" href="#footnote-3" target="_self">3</a>, and <a href="https://press.princeton.edu/proposal-guidelines">Princeton University Press</a> c/o Island Press. These are my most likely route, and I&#8217;ll likely try to work with Princeton, but it&#8217;s good to do a benchmark to compare and contrast what they&#8217;re looking for. I&#8217;m seeing now, for the first time, that MIT requires two chapters, while PUP does <em>de facto</em> based on the feedback I&#8217;ve received (tomorrow&#8217;s post).</p></li><li><p>Bigger publishers: there are five&#8212;Penguin Random House, HarperCollins, Simon &amp; Schuster, Hachette Book Group, Macmillan&#8212;but without agent representation, these houses ninety-nine times out of a hundred do not take unsolicited proposals. These are also ultra competitive and often require a longer publishing history than I have (none?). </p></li><li><p>Independent presses: There are a lot of these, and they&#8217;re much smaller than even the university presses. These have a lower risk and lower reward, often requiring less upfront effort, but are often limited in their resources and editing capacity, so the proposal should be as strong as one submitted to the larger presses to stand out, I think. I&#8217;d go this route if my book had a narrower topic and/or audience, but I&#8217;m going broader here, so I don&#8217;t think this is the right path. </p></li><li><p>Self-publish: there&#8217;s always the DIY route, which is almost always bad because it will 1000% land as a manifesto, rather than a measured, edited, and promoted galley. I already have my manifesto space. I could simply publish the book on <em>EI </em>over time, but wow, no thank you. </p></li></ul><p>So I think I&#8217;m going to go the academic press route, but my learning today is to do a broader sweep of the available options. I&#8217;ve only looked at three of what I&#8217;m sure are dozens, so as long as I have a pulse I&#8217;m going to get this book off the ground.</p><p>You might be asking yourself, &#8220;Sam, why aren&#8217;t you simply writing the proposal instead of telling us you&#8217;re going to write the proposal?&#8221; And you would be right. Over and out. </p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>For now!</p></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-2" href="#footnote-anchor-2" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">2</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>See, very therapeutic and helpful to think through your ideas very publicly. </p></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-3" href="#footnote-anchor-3" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">3</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>Which also has a fantastic bookstore in Cambridge. Recommended before a lunch at Life Alive on Mass Ave, if it&#8217;s not horrible and also is still there?</p></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I'm trying to write a book: Day 4]]></title><description><![CDATA[Wherein I open up my initial thoughts about what the book is about.]]></description><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-4</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-4</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2026 21:50:25 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1611996575840-b71f2d23bb0c?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw1MXx8YW54aWV0eXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3ODU3MzYwMTF8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 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Day x of finding the silliest cover image for these posts. </figcaption></figure></div><h3>Getting Over My Anxiety</h3><p>Today&#8217;s post is all about level setting where I am, and friends, it&#8217;s looking good. </p><p>I&#8217;m fortunate enough, through my writing, to know a few publishers and editors, which is already a leg up over others in my situation: Has the urge to write a book, doesn&#8217;t know where to start. So I&#8217;ve spent the first few months of this process organizing my ideas (read: staring at a blank screen), desperate to find the right alchemy among the following: </p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Exasperated Infrastructures is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><ul><li><p>How do I write a relevant book that <em>stays </em>relevant, even if all the people who need to do a behavior change do that change and then the book is useless? </p></li><li><p>How do I zero in on the simplest version of my thesis? Some books that I&#8217;ve loved recently I&#8217;ve enjoyed despite the complicated centrality.</p></li><li><p>How do I make sure that this book reflects me, or who do I make sure that I pitch this book in such a manner that only I can write it <em>and </em>that people should listen to me? </p></li><li><p>How do I source and report on interesting stories that are both <em>delightful</em> and <em>thought-provoking</em>? </p></li><li><p>Am I talented enough to pull this book off so that it will have lasting presence and will make my publisher a profit? </p></li><li><p>How do I not bore, simply bore, you and me to death talking about the <em>culture of transportation?</em></p></li></ul><p>If you know me in real life (some of y&#8217;all are parasocial, hey), I&#8217;m nothing if not overconfident, bordering on arrogant, and ebullient. This combination is the origin of my exasperation and gives me the crazy notion that anyone should listen to what I have to say. That&#8217;s a cultural touchpoint in and of itself. </p><h3>What is &#8220;The Culture of Transportation?&#8221;</h3><p>Should I structure this book as a search and solution for meaning and understanding? <em>What is the culture of transportation</em>? Is it a question about the roots of how and why we move? Is it an interrogation of the practice and delivery of infrastructure? Is it cross-cultural, and if so, on what level?<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a> Is it about how you and I think about transportation? Is it choo-choo good? Bike lanes! </p><p>I&#8217;m hoping to ground this idea in some deep storytelling and to define &#8220;culture&#8221; by what it <em>isn&#8217;t</em> rather than what it is. Policy, for example, is not culture, and we can&#8217;t solve our cultural problems with more policy; we&#8217;ll just get more complicated policy and no outcomes. Spending a trillion dollars&#8212;$1,000,000,000,000&#8212;is a cultural choice as much as it is a policy one; authorizing spend is as much a cultural choice&#8212;earmarks anyone&#8212;as it is a policy lever. Appropriating it is as much a function of how fu*king tired Senate staffers are as it is how much they&#8217;ve been lobbied by boosters and well-meaning (c)(4)s. What we build and where we build&#8212;or purposefully don&#8217;t&#8212;is a decision <em>we</em> make when we cast our votes for people who hold the purse strings. And sew the purse. And source the silk.<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-2" href="#footnote-2" target="_self">2</a> </p><p>All this to say I want to help our well-meaning thinkers and doers think and do with clearer eyes and fuller hearts.<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-3" href="#footnote-3" target="_self">3</a> To meaningfully distinguish between a policy choice and a cultural phenomenon. That&#8217;s the book I want to write. I want to center the humans (and computers?) behind the story, to share that, while we may see the world one day through eyes unclouded by hate,<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-4" href="#footnote-4" target="_self">4</a> the culture that binds us&#8212;the definite human quality of connection&#8212;<em>can</em> be applied magnanimously. We can move freely.</p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>Just how much panel data am I going to have to parse to make any sort of very flimsy point about how Americans love to drive, but wait, so do Yuropeans? </p></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-2" href="#footnote-anchor-2" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">2</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>Silk purse, nice. </p></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-3" href="#footnote-anchor-3" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">3</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>Can&#8217;t lose.</p></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-4" href="#footnote-anchor-4" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">4</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>Red elk are inherently single-occupancy vehicles, but can be flexed if there&#8217;s a babe or injured person to ridealong. </p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UfjA!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UfjA!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UfjA!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UfjA!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UfjA!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UfjA!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg" width="1080" height="607" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/4bf76e22-a1bc-40c5-8074-c8108c819996_1080x607.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:607,&quot;width&quot;:1080,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;How would you describe Ashitaka &amp; Sans relationship? 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I've already missed days 1 and 2...]]></description><link>https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-3</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-3</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[sam sklar]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2026 21:06:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1545241201-fee9df605ca8?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxzdHJ1Z2dsZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3ODU3OTAxOTh8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1545241201-fee9df605ca8?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxzdHJ1Z2dsZXxlbnwwfHx8fDE3ODU3OTAxOTh8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" 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href="https://unsplash.com/@dj_johns1">DJ Johnson</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a>. I&#8217;m also going to add the worst stock image I can find to each post because this is my blog and I think it&#8217;s funny.</figcaption></figure></div><p>Well, I&#8217;m already 2 days late, which seems apropos of how this book proposal is going. </p><p>Once this book proposal is finished and I&#8217;ve got a deal with a sympathetic publisher and the real work starts to actually write the book and the writing is going well, and I don&#8217;t use run-on sentences to lede a chapter, then we can, together, look back fondly at the deep struggle of workshopping an idea publicly. </p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-3?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Share&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/p/im-trying-to-write-a-book-day-3?utm_source=substack&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share&action=share"><span>Share</span></a></p><h3>But First: The Egomania of Writing a Book, or Separating Ego from Arrogance</h3><p>I&#8217;ve been writing this blog for a little over 6 years, and it&#8217;s time to carry these ideas into a longer form, cohesive narrative. What I can say in 6000 words, I should also be able to say in 75000, right? It&#8217;s the great delusion of any writer that they should expect anyone to hold anyone&#8217;s attention. So I&#8217;m doing it anyway because my absolute need to be read and heard outweighs my deep anxiety about starting this process. </p><p>Book proposals, as I&#8217;m learning, require an absolute and monumental heck-ton of work beyond &#8220;I want to write a book,&#8221; compounded by my relative anonymity. While <em>you</em> all know me, at least on the Internet, the audience for who would buy my book must be quite a bit larger and indirectly cosign that, yes, they would spend their hard-earned dollars and time on me. I think I&#8217;m worth it&#8212;but how do you prove to a whole audience that you&#8217;re the first choice to invest in, to spend time and resources on a book&#8212;when they don&#8217;t know me or if I can deliver? </p><p>Through this lens, I&#8217;ve understood book publishing as a reflection of business risk, and it&#8217;s my job as a writer to convince the publisher that the potential benefits outweigh it. </p><p>So, yeah, I see how my half-baked outline was not good enough to convince the editor that her capacity was worth carving out for me. But I&#8217;m determined to prove it. </p><h3>Tomorrow: Where the Proposal Stands</h3><p>I&#8217;m going to open up my Google Doc where I&#8217;ve built 12 of what I expect to become 40 pages by the end of the month. You&#8217;ll have a chance to weigh in (please) and help point out obvious blind spots in my thinking. This could be a good chance to get the chat function going. </p><p>I hope to write some and then come here to talk about it. I&#8217;m hopeful to get real honest. Maybe. </p><h3>Working Title</h3><p>I&#8217;m also going to keep the title WIP here, subject to intense feedback <em>and</em> some combination of words that will summarize the book and sell it. </p><p>Currently: </p><p><em>Culture Devours Policy: Infrastructure Development in Crisis</em><a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a></p><div><hr></div><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://www.exasperatedinfrastructures.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Exasperated Infrastructures is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p><p></p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>This is objectively terrible. God, it&#8217;s so boring. Help.</p></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>